My daughter's Mom killed herself a little over a year ago. It's been very hard obviously for numerous reasons. I was having trouble dealing with it all so I ate 4.4g of Blue Meanies.
When the *Lemon Tek* hit I laid my head down on the desk and looked into the rgb on my keyboard. All the sudden I could smell her all around me. It was pungent. It was like she was the sweetest incense rolling around inside my nose. Then I could feel her all around me. Like she was a warm blanket laying all over me. We were together off and on for 19 years and this was so familiar. Like she was sitting in my lap with her hair in my face.
I then left my body (OBE) and watched myself existing in a darkly lit space while pixelated, multi-colored, neon light confetti, continuously exploded out from all around me.
While this was happening I was simultaneously rolodex-ing through each frequency in the entire spectrum from 20 cycles to doubles of 26000 cycles and more. When you get up to 26000 cycles x2 or more things start to become 3D. I experienced (heard, saw, touched, felt, tasted) the entire light/color, and acoustic spectrums, together, in three dimensions. My eyes were closed and there was no music on in the house. Nothing was on. Just silence and the shuffling of frequency in my head.
I learned today you can actually convert the frequency of sound to a frequency of light by doubling the sound frequency (going up one octave each time) until it reaches a frequency in the range of 400–800 THz (400,000,000,000,000 – 800,000,000,000,000 Hz)
That frequency can also be converted into a wavelength of light, using the formula:
wavelength = speedOfLight / frequency
The speed of light that is used is the observed speed of light in a vacuum (299,792,458 m/sec). Test it and get back to me. 馃槂
How could I have known this to even experience it?
It's f'ing weird and I can't explain it. I sound like a crazy man but I promise you I'm not.---subjective) I don't think death is what we think it is. My kids Mom was there, and she's still here. She's everything and everywhere now. Like a cycling frequency.
I think we are God and death is an illusion. I'm not sure anyone has ever "died". According to the math you can't take energy out of or add energy to a closed system. I think it's called the conservation of energy or something like that.(could be wrong here but I think it's the first rule of thermodynamics, Ki+Ui=Kf+Uf 馃榾) If true then whatever is in the "ether" that makes the electricity fire in our brains doesn't go away when we die. It just changes and/or goes somewhere/everywhere? Like an eternal spout?
Life's a trip and you never know what's going to happen next. Things can change in the span of a short breath so treat others with compassion especially when there is anger, and never take the people you care about for granted.
I had no other point with all this other than to say everything is connected on a strange level and, yeah bro, trippy AF.
We are normally only experiencing a very small portion of what's actually happening around us. Our brains can't normally see or hear frequencies at most parts of these spectrums. We have a tiny view of only a small portion. Relative to the entire spectrum of frequencies, we spend our entire lives basically blind and deaf. Stumbling around in the dark. 鉁岋笍 #bluemeanies #Psilocin #Psilocybin #MagicMushrooms

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My daughter's Mom killed herself a little over a year ago. It's been very hard obviously for numerous reasons. I was having trouble dealing with it all so I ate 4.4g of Blue Meanies. When the *Lemon Tek* hit I laid my head down on the desk and looked into the rgb on my keyboard. All the sudden I could smell her all around me. It was pungent. It was like she was the sweetest incense rolling around inside my nose. Then I could feel her all around me. Like she was a warm blanket laying all over me. We were together off and on for 19 years and this was so familiar. Like she was sitting in my lap with her hair in my face. I then left my body (OBE) and watched myself existing in a darkly lit space while pixelated, multi-colored, neon light confetti, continuously exploded out from all around me. While this was happening I was simultaneously rolodex-ing through each frequency in the entire spectrum from 20 cycles to doubles of 26000 cycles and more. When you get up to 26000 cycles x2 or more things start to become 3D. I experienced (heard, saw, touched, felt, tasted) the entire light/color, and acoustic spectrums, together, in three dimensions. My eyes were closed and there was no music on in the house. Nothing was on. Just silence and the shuffling of frequency in my head. I learned today you can actually convert the frequency of sound to a frequency of light by doubling the sound frequency (going up one octave each time) until it reaches a frequency in the range of 400–800 THz (400,000,000,000,000 – 800,000,000,000,000 Hz) That frequency can also be converted into a wavelength of light, using the formula: wavelength = speedOfLight / frequency The speed of light that is used is the observed speed of light in a vacuum (299,792,458 m/sec). Test it and get back to me. 馃槂 How could I have known this to even experience it? It's f'ing weird and I can't explain it. I sound like a crazy man but I promise you I'm not. (<---subjective) I don't think death is what we think it is. My kids Mom was there, and she's still here. She's everything and everywhere now. Like a cycling frequency. I think we are God and death is an illusion. I'm not sure anyone has ever "died". According to the math you can't take energy out of or add energy to a closed system. I think it's called the conservation of energy or something like that.(could be wrong here but I think it's the first rule of thermodynamics, Ki+Ui=Kf+Uf 馃榾) If true then whatever is in the "ether" that makes the electricity fire in our brains doesn't go away when we die. It just changes and/or goes somewhere/everywhere? Like an eternal spout? Life's a trip and you never know what's going to happen next. Things can change in the span of a short breath so treat others with compassion especially when there is anger, and never take the people you care about for granted. I had no other point with all this other than to say everything is connected on a strange level and, yeah bro, trippy AF. We are normally only experiencing a very small portion of what's actually happening around us. Our brains can't normally see or hear frequencies at most parts of these spectrums. We have a tiny view of only a small portion. Relative to the entire spectrum of frequencies, we spend our entire lives basically blind and deaf. Stumbling around in the dark. 鉁岋笍 #bluemeanies #Psilocin #Psilocybin #MagicMushrooms https://open.spotify.com/track/6OQ4UWi2Ha6NrxYBnSFi65?si=8f1767dedbd64c04
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